距离，陌生

不知道从几时开始，突然发现了我们之间的距离和陌生。。。是从college不同开始,是朋友圈，工作不同，或是生活方式不同，话题不同，还是从我爱放飞机开始。。。不然就是从你送我亲手画的鞋子开始~

工作累，没时间，没交通，陪男朋友，还是懒。。。种种原因，把原本隔壁坐的距离，拉得像天那么大~~这就是所谓的长大，所谓的各奔东西吧！

虽然你不再因为没有第一时间收到我的生日祝福而哭，
但是还是想要让你知道，
虽然头发染了颜色，也电圈了，但长度还是像当年一样，也跟你一样；
虽然脸上了妆，但还是跟当年那张脸一样大又chubby；
虽然身上穿上了不配自己的lady裙子，但坐下的时候，脚还是一样拿起来；
虽然穿上了高跟鞋，但还是一样爱跺脚；
虽然不太戴耳环了，但右耳上跟你一样的耳洞依然还在~~
虽然话比以前多了一百倍，但还是一样有时会emo~~

还是一样的，常常会被人欺负，但还是学不会吵架，只会自己气自己。。。然后忘记~~
还是一样会做很多很多奇怪的梦，但是没有像你一样对我的梦境有兴趣的人，没有人会在意我梦到了什么，也没有人会记得我说过的梦~~
没有人会借我的水罐然后把水喝完，所以每天回家的时候还是满满的一瓶~~

突然有股冲动，想要让你再次参与我的生活，我的人生，不想你就这样慢慢消失。想要让你知道我做了什么，我老爸老妈大姐小妹讲了什么，想要让你保护我，帮我出头，想要让你看到我的新家，想要你当我的伴娘~~少了你的我，就像少了头脑。

想要让你知道，即使到现在，你还是我心中永远的好朋友！

不做你的公主，要做你的快乐。。。

最近我们都遇到了不愉快的事情。。。工作和家庭，这也许就是所谓的现实吧！发现身边的人和事，再也不像以前那样的单纯。。。

但因为有你，只要见到你，眼泪就不会流了。。。因为我知道，只要有你，问题就变得渺小，一直相信只要有你，问题就不再是问题。。。

同样的，也希望我能为你做些什么。虽然知道帮不了什么大忙，但至少可以听你诉苦，听你唠叨。。。希望你跟我一样，只要见到我，就能开心的笑，或至少把问题和烦恼暂时放下。。。

因为不管是之前，现在，或是以后，我不想只当你的公主，我也想保护你。。。

名句

名句一： 「答应我，要好好照顾自己。」
名句二： 「不可以自己搭巴士，我会赶过去载你。」

咖啡的路

刚刚发现，好久没有来这里了。。。自从和大家几条水混熟后，就没有再一个人呆在家里写东西。。。

回到家快三个月了，还是一样。。。病了五天，一直休息。。。好象想到应该要从哪里做起了。。。但只是一个小小的开始。。。还有好长的路。。。

咖啡的路～～

什么都不想。。。

最害怕的就是这种感觉。。。什么都不想做，什么都不想想，但其实，很多东西等着我去解决~~
把顾客的资料带回家里，但根本不想动。。。把需要了解的product资料也都带回来了，但根本没心情看。。。可是明明星期二就要去见那个人了，到现在还是不知道到底要介绍什么给他，基本的product也都还没完全掌握好。。。最kanasai的是，长大了，不能一直依赖别人，所以如果自己不做，没有人可以帮你，因为，就算你没做好，除了自己，也不会影响到任何人。。。

本来下星期会有两天的training，本来以为可以跟朋友一起玩闹，但上头决定不让我去。。。还蛮失望的说。。。原因是我还没有掌握好所有的product knowledge，去了也没用。。。因为相信她做的决定一定是对我最好的，所以也ok了。。。反正朋友们会在我这里training，应该还可以一起吃个午餐。。。而且target还没hit到，去training也许会耽误我的时间吧~~

因为自己一个人，所以这种什么都不想做的心情最糟糕。。。虽然真的没心情，还是要打扫屋子，还是要洗该洗的被单枕头套，还是一定要烫衣服。。。所以，懒惰的我，把可以省略掉的，就尽量省掉了。。。懒得出门，所以把cornflakes当午餐。。。晚餐应该也会被省略了吧~~因为发现自己吃外面的食物吃腻了。。。吃多了，脸也变圆了很多。。。

不知不觉一个月没回家了。。。没空回，也懒得回。。。之前本来该回去的，但为了准备考试没回去，过后连续考了两个考试，所以也没回。。。回家虽然会开心，但路途真的好累~~一个人搭轻铁到巴士站，一个人坐四个小时的车。。。回来这里又要四个小时，又要搭轻铁，还要一个人背着包包走路，赶在天黑之前回来。。。回到这里，还是要解决自己该解决的事，扫地抹地烫衣服。。。只是把该做的堆到礼拜天晚上才做。。。

虽然喜欢Ment来找我，来陪我几天，但总是不喜欢他走。。。因为好不容易习惯一个人的‘习惯’，见到他以后，又要从新学习‘习惯’。。。

可能那么懒惰的我，真的不适合自己一个人生活。。。没有Ment吵着说肚子饿，没有Ment挑剔的说要吃些好的，结果懒惰的我，自己随便吃，再随便一点就不吃。。。如果妈咪在，懒惰的我就可以叫她帮我烫衣服，当然连打扫也不需要我操心。。。

天气好像跟我一样，决定不了，该下雨还是该天晴，该开心还是该让自己沉淀。。。反反复复~~一下积极开心，一下悲观闷闷不乐。。。身边的人不累，自己都累了~~

改变

突然觉得自己改变了很多。。。是好是坏？？

开始慌了~~

本来讨厌一个人吃饭，现在每天都这样，变成了平常事。。。

白天忙忙忙，学学学，晚上回到家，关上门，又是一个人。。。开始听歌，上网，看戏，吃饭。。。可以不需要讲话。。。但习惯跟小动物讲话的我，家里连蚂蚁都没有得讲话。。。静静的一个人~~

本来无忧无虑的，现在开始害怕时间不够用。。。

放工回到家，要解决晚餐，要看香港戏学广东话，要冲凉，有时要想要不要扫地抹地，要看老板给的书，还要看保险考试的东西。。。一样东西至少花一个小时。。。重点是，十点开始，我的眼睛已经给警告了。。。

本来被保护得好好的，现在却拒绝被保护。。。

记得很久以前，跟一大群朋友出去玩。。。不管怎样，都会有人送我回家。。。就算大家要搭巴士回家，五六个朋友都会等到妈咪载了我，才各自回家。。。理所当然的特别待遇，造成了理所当然的我。。。但现在的我，却拒绝了陪伴。。。为什么？不知道~~可能开始觉得自己不再是个小女孩，没资格受到这些特别待遇。。。为什么其他女生都可以自己决定自己的事，我却一定要麻烦朋友给我这种特别待遇。。。

但今天回家路上，发现了我身上唯一不变的东西。。。还是一样同情心泛滥，还是一样被骗钱。。。至少，还有些东西没变。。。

也许，这样的生活，适合这样的我。。。早上上班，不停的说话，不停的笑着，不停的学习新的东西，勤劳的帮忙大家。。。晚上放工后，静静的懒得说话，懒得笑，懒得做任何事情。。。这不就是平常的我吗？有时没理由的发疯谈笑，有时没理由的突然沉默。。。是勉强自己吗？也许不是~我的特长就是，让自己喜欢上自己不喜欢的东西。。。

压力来自哪里？？不知道~~也许有时需要这样，痛快地疏解一下。。。相信明天会更好。。。至少，我在这里找到了真心的朋友。。。

公主记

因为先写在ms word里面，结果发现paste不进来这里，所以放在my space了。。。

http://cid-53aec12181e8ff2b.spaces.live.com/default.aspx


you might need to log in to ur msn in order to view tis entry...paiseh~~下次不会了。。。

给你。。。公主的专属笨蛋~

有一个笨蛋，可以让我开心，也可以让我伤心。。。

他，会为我担心，会让我担心， 也会让我放心。。。

他，是除了父母以外，最疼爱我，也最懂我的人。。。

他，知道我美丽可爱的一面， 也都看过我最丑陋的一面。。。

但他，还是愿意这样，一直待在我身边。。。

截然不同的家庭背景，让我看到他的努力，努力的要证明他可以给我幸福。。。

因为这样的他，让我学会，为自己的未来打算，和努力。。。

他，是多么的努力配合着我。。。喜欢我喜欢的，戒掉我讨厌的。。。

不吃牛肉和生蚝的他，也爱上了我超爱的牛扒和蚝仔面线。。。

我，也不知不觉，喜欢上他喜欢吃的‘臭菜’和‘阿嘛菜’。。。

拥有着同样的嗜好；我们都爱跳舞，都爱到处吃好吃的。。。

我，没有像其他女生那样，会让她们的他，吃完她们吃剩的，那种浪漫。。。

我们的浪漫，是吃完自己的，还要抢着吃对方的。。。

他明知道，我讨厌欺骗，还辛辛苦苦的骗我，甘心被我气，被我骂，也要给我最大的生日惊喜。。。

我们都会迷路，但只要有他在，都会让我很放心，

因为他，拥有男生最基本所有的，方向感。。。

我们都很快饿，但只要有他在，我都不会烦，

因为他，拥有母亲最基本所有的，好厨艺。。。

他，不只会吃，还会洗碗。。。

他还会洗衣，缝衣，烫衣，抹地，手工艺，血拼；女生该会的，他都会。。。

他虽然不会修车，但他会驾车；他虽然不会修电脑，但他会用电脑；男生该会的，他也会。。。

他，和大家一样，都会因为我找不到工作而担心。。。

可是，我知道，只要有他，就算没工作，他也养得起我。。。

但，我不会这样，让他带来多余的负担。。。

因为，我们的未来，我们要一起负责，一起建立。。。

我们曾经，一起上课，一起下课；一起为功课，考试，课外活动，和朋友烦恼与开心。。。

一起哭过，一起笑过。。。

我们，会让我们的故事，一直一直延续下去。。。

Life of an Unemployed Graduan

Its really miserable....the life of an unemployed graduan.... Actually Im not really unemployed lar~but then my job as a temporary chocolate promoter at Zon duty free, its like unemployed also...BORED dao~~~~~


It was ok at the beginning...at least the first 2 days we need to wipe the Kit Kat London Bus and display those products...but after tat, we jus standing there thinking of our future (day dreaming)...Luckly we r allowed to sit down when there is no customer...and usually there is no customer at all...so we jus sit there... Everyday from 12pm to 10pm except weekend we hav to work from 11am to 10pm...and we get RM60 + OT + commision~ I don think we able to get much on commission since the sales r not good... Honestly we feel sad for the company who hire us...they pay us for nothing...this is wat we called "gaji buta"...they earn nothing, but they hav to pay our salary everyday... My boss said tat, their sales not even enough to pay both of us...Who cares??~ Im the 1 who get paid, not the 1 who pay...


Actually they don need promoter...they jus need security guard...Coz the merchandising manager ask us to stand front and back "no need to serve, jus beware of any1 trying to steal"...But my Real Boss asked us to serve lah~~ At first we r so semangat "Hi, can i help u?? These chocolate r all imported, tis is from germany, an tat is from Bulgaria"...After 2 weeks, "......." standing there quietly, looking for sign tat they need help... As i said, they really don need to spend on promoter...they r wasting their company's resources...If they really wanna hire, 1 promoter is enough....But luckly they need 2 lah~ if not i work alone there, my brain will die in 3 days...Zon already hav few permanent sales person there wat...But then, the company ald consider lucky to waste their money on 2 bachelor holder, rather than some kids...right??hahah~~


The actual problems r not about the 'promoter' title...the problems r about the pattern of the job itself...we r searching for a permanent job with a decent salary, but not a 'little' promoter who listen to wat ppl said, following some stupid 'school rules'...wat we wan is to at least hav our own table and chair, a place to do 'real job', i don mind wearing formal clothes, but at least sumting tat i like, with some colour other than black or white...not earning day-to-day, standing at the same meter square place, or sitting on a shopping basket at the corner waiting for customers, wearing black or white t shirt, with black trousers, black socks and black shoes...Luckly we're not their permanent staffs, so i can dye my hair...if not they r not allowed to dye their hair, and it will be black too...I noe tats their company rules and its understandable tat they wan their staffs to hav discipline...But dont u think its too 'school rules'?? Wat i need is to hav some colour in my life...Frens who really noe me, they will noe tat i like colourful shirts and jeans, not black all over my body...Black really make my mood BLACK!!


Somemore, we r not allowed to bring our bags into our working area, but i saw sum aunty bring those recycle bag, then we jus bring recycle bag...AND yesterday, the stupid security said "tak boleh ambik bag ke dalam"..then we said "ini bukan bag, ini plastik bag"...then she said "kena ambik bag plastik yang transparent"... SHIT!!! who will buy a bag which is transparent??!!! if i bring a transparent bag, other ppl ma will noe wat i bring and can c my mobile phone, purse, and even my pad!!! Tats really an IDIOT idea from an IDIOT person...I understand tat they dowan any stealing problem within their staff members...BUT, the security guard did and do body check and check our bags everyday when we go out from there...and y do we need a TRANSPARENT BAG???!! If i really wanna steal, i will hav other ways rather than putting in my bag tat will get check when i go out right??


Can u imagine, wearing black all over ur body, 12pm punch card, count stock (everytime count wrong), standing beside the Kit Kat or sitting on a basket and wait, serve some customers who r actually window shopping, standing and sitting continuously...wait until 6pm punch card to hav break, eat malay rice which is the only thing u can get at their 'foodcourt' with only 2 malay stores, each selling 4 or 5 type of foods...AND YES!! The food available is also another problem of tat job!! They dont even hav a McD outlet in ZON!!! only a pathetic MarryBrown which will substitute the nasi of ur "MarryBrown Nasi Ayam" into sumting else coz they dun hav nasi... 7pm punch card again...chatting with our new Siam fren, 9.30pm cover those chocolates with cloth and those malays will put the pagar around...9.40pm wait until 10pm to punch card go home....Isnt tat MISERABLE??!!!! I REALLY CANT STAND TIS JOB ANY LONGER!!!!!!


And another sensitive problem is those malays workers there...Not all but some...they steal the chocolate during work time...WAT THE HELL~~No money buy meh??? I hate ppl like tis...and they even told Ah Ment how they actually steal from the box without open the seal...So Angry~~although they r same bored as us, but pls lah~~don steal...if u eat the chocolate tat u steal, u sure will "Lao Sai" 1...Tis is wat i believe...and i really cant work with those sot sot malays...they talk nonsense only...and the Sabahan also~Tats really frustrating for me...everytime walk past, he sure shout "Wang Wang, eh Wang"...Wat wat wat??!!I dun even noe him but he keep calling me~~ I think he really need a knock on his head with the Special edition's Jack Daniel's bottle!! But i jus close my ears and walk straight without looking at him...he really look scary...


1 more thing...Zon there got a lot of China ayam...they always sit with those ugly, geli and vomitting grandpa beside the chocolate area...talking so loudly eventhough they noe they r talking sumting "illegal"...i cant stand tat kind of environment anymore!! besides, there hav lots of malay or bangla, i dono wat r they, jus black skin lah~~ wanna go toilet also scare...when they walk past u, then will stare at u...i always so scare, walk fast fast and don look at them...ytd 2 of us was so disappointed with ourselves and so frustrating with the job...my mood was totally down into the sea...an when i walk out from the toilet, there were 2 malay guys standing at the public telephone there...1 of them keep looking at me and say "Hi..."....Understandable, my fire burn onto my head and i stop, turn to him, without looking any places, i stare into his eyes with all my anger...i think he terkejut and keep quiet after tat...then i walked away...dono y...i really hate those malay call us "eh Moi Moi~" Moi apa Moi!!?? eat shit lah~~ I did say tat to 1 of the sales trainee at the chocolate department there...he always call "Moi, Moi~" Then i terus say "Moi apa Moi...Respect! Panggil Kakak!" coz actually im older than most of them there, who is about 18-20 year old only...


As a result...I REALLY CANT STAND TIS JOB ANY LONGER!!!! but i ald promise my boss to work for him until feb 12... If i noe earlier, i wouldn't be so soft hearted and listen to my mom...At first we said wanna work until Feb8 only, since we started on jan8, exactly 1 month...but my mom said, "don make ppl difficult lar...its getting close to CNY, ur boss sure need ppl at tat time, if 2 of u stop, he will be in trouble to find other ppl" And i fall into tis crap bcos of being soft hearted...i promise him to work until 1 day before new year eve...and then he asked "how about after new year??" as the choc fair will be until feb28...luckly i said "dowan lar~~we come bk from australia then start working...after new year we wanna go play...dowan to continue..." LUCKLY and God Bless!!!! if not after new year we still need to suffer another week more to finish the fair...But now, we still need to suffer and struggle for another 3 weeks...I don understand how the assistant supervisor can work for 3 years and my supervisor ald work for 7 years...1 week we ald cant tahan, 2 weeks we ald wanna resign...Besides, HL and Computer they all going genting tis Saturday, but both of us only can suffer at Zon....Vean asked me to take leave on tis Saturday to go shopping for new year clothing with them at Bugis...But i can only suffer at Zon...


I noe, my life shouldnt be like tis...its jus an incident...i cant be the 1 who listen to command but the 1 who giv command...when did i realise tis?? Its when the new graduated, but old, short, shaggy and mouth full with cigarrete smell's Zon executive, asked 2 of us to stand separately to look at 2 group of customers, when the place tat we stand can actually c both side very clearly...Maybe u will think tats my ego of being a fresh graduated...Maybe~~ I jus think tat the guy don hav the "Zi1 Ge2" to tell me wat to do...I really "Bu4 Shuang3"...I noe I can be a better and stronger person than wat i m now...Jus wait and C~~


Tats only some part of our miserable life at Zon...If u're interested, u can try to work there for a week...tats after new year when we dowan to work anymore...maybe u can take our place...dare to try??

Bachelor Degree, PASS!!

Yeahz!!!!!! Jus got my result tis morning...although the result not as good as the previous semester, but still pass my bachelor degree!!!

The sad thing is tat, my GPA drop form 6 to 5.5....Tragedy!! However, the happy thing is tat, I really manage to 'Hiam Hiam' pass all my subject...God bless~Im really content with the result as my final semester subjects r really really too difficult...At least i pass it...right?? Actually, i did not pass 1 of my subject for the final...luckly im not in INTI anymore, if not it will consider fail....haha!! These r my result:

Consumer Behaviour: (5) 70%

Strategic Marketing: (6) 75%

International Econommics: (5) 71%

Comtemp Application of Economics Theory: (4) 51%

Can u imagine??!! i got 51% over 100%!!! I only need 19/50 in final to pass tis subject...and i got 20/50!!! Wat the~~Dangerous border leh!! Think also scare...I still love my previous semester's results...No matter how, I COMPLETED my Bachelor!!!!!

Put aside those job hunting or master hunting problems....Now im only thinking about my convocation...hehe!! So excited!! and my parents and sisters r coming in 11 days time... Do u noe how to spell happy?? H.A.P.P.Y!! haha....

Now, lets see the colour of my hood...Its blue!! although the blue not really nice, But i still can Graduate!!!hahaha...It will cost AUD60 to hire the whole set of gown...Got enough money to study, and still hav to got enough money to graduate...mg~~

And tis...i wish to buy 1 of tis...i think its for the the parchment...But new pattern...got a '09' on it an with different colours for different faculty...hehe!!cute right??

Lastly, Tis is the Faculty of Business graduate Bear from Miss Huey Ling...The moment i saw it, the first thing in my mind was "So expensive!!!"...haha!!And she actually bought 3!! 1 for me, 1 for Ment and 1 for Computer...U can c the blue hood the bear wearing..its the same as my gown...look a bit like Harry Potter..haha!!

Tats all for today...gonna go for lunch now...wohoo~~

Holiday

就这样。。。考完了~也许这是我人生中的最后一个考试。。或许不是。。。因为我还没决定要不要继续读书硕士。。。

考完试应该要觉得轻松，可是因为我觉得考得不是很好，很危险，很怕不能毕业~所以一直还在担心。甚至还梦到在考试。。人生的烦恼真是一波未平，一波又起~~考试之前担心书读不完，考试前几个小时担心考题会很难，或是老师给的tips不准~~考完了，又担心成绩，怕毕不了业~成绩出来了，又担心是要继续读书还是找工作~~找工作又怕找不到~工作找到了，又担心薪水养不了自己~~总之就是不停的担心。。。几时才能够停下来，把心放下。。。


当还在Inti的时候，期待来到澳洲，试着过不一样的生活~~到了澳洲，发现其实也没特别，Inti还比较好，至少可以随时回家或是去吃牛肉面和面线~~在澳洲读书，assignment多到爆，所以希望快点赶完~~赶完了又到考试，所以期待考试快过，可以去玩~~真的考完试了，又期待快点毕业然后回家~~可是其实回家也不知道要做什么。。不停的期待未来。。。突然发现，我已经21岁了。。。过去的我，算是有享受到人生吗？？或许当时的我，只想快点过完时间。。。时间真的过了，回首，才发现，有时让时间慢慢的过，也不是件坏事。。。


现在的我，还是死不悔改。。照样担心着成绩~~因为之前spm和mufy，就是对我来说无比重要的考试，都有失误~~所以这次，更加担心。。带上毕业帽一直是我的梦想，我不能够接受任何失误~~希望我这三年的努力不会白费。。。还有那些学费不会浪费~哈哈！！


之前考试期待快点考完。。。现在期待我家人快点来参加我的毕业典礼。。。可能等他们回去，我又会期待快点回马来西亚。。。这两天考完试，我又突然想起我爱吃的东西。。。之前两个月，好像忙得忘了那些好吃的。。。现在头脑一松，他们又在我的脑子里转。。。痛苦！！真的好想回去吃。。。我想，那时和Sakai太得空写下的食物list，我应该再list出来，准备回去吃完！！！比如说，Laksa, 牛肉面，哦阿面线，果条仔，白色云吞面，虾面，面粉馃，炒果条，roti telur，teh tarik, milo ice, A Po 肉骨茶，慧玲家面线， 等等等等。。。。


啊啊！！！！想到就好想一口气吃完这些东西。。。可是没办法，还有两个月才可以吃到。。。快疯了。。。整整九个月没吃到像样的东西。。。我看这两个月，还是要靠Nudo's的虾面还有Laksa Hut的laksa过活。。。Nudo's的虾面是最可以接受的。。Laksa hut，如果开在JB, 两天就倒咯~态度又不是很好。。。咳~~好饿哦！！！


现在可以做的就只是想想我家人来的时候要带他们去哪里玩。。。我‘人生地不熟的’。。哈哈！！怎样带他们去玩？？还有，他们来的时候，要住哪里？？又是问题~~随便。。。我肚子饿~要去吃好吃的了。。。拜拜！！

伤心

伤心啊伤心。。。那么久没上来废，一上来就是伤心事~~


其实，对别人来说应该没什么好伤心的啦~可是事情发生在我这个笨蛋的身上，也没办法。。。
到底什么事？？德坚，伟祥，和William常说，“你真好，你整个人就是没烦恼的样子。” 我就会说“最好是~我也是会有烦恼的啦!!” “你这个大小姐会有什么烦恼？？还不是烦功课和男朋友而已。。。”


他们说得也对啦。。。比起同年龄的很多朋友，我是很幸运的。。。不需要为钱烦，为家烦，为工作烦~我只需要烦‘功课到底几时要交，几时才有心情做，还有，有没有拿到该拿的分数’。。。或是‘几时可以跟朋友去玩’。。。也就是因为可以烦的东西太少，有时候自己就会找些无聊的东西烦~比如说，‘今天午餐要吃什么？在家吃还是出去吃？’‘晚餐叻？’‘今天可不可以不要去Gym？’之类的。。。咳~~现在吃什么都不需要我烦了，因为我们家有金凰。。。还有还有，也就是因为需要我烦的东西太少了，我就觉得应该把该烦的给‘顾好’。。。就是因为这样，所以一有烦恼，对我来说，就会是个特别大的‘耻辱’。。。那么严重？可能吧~~

本人没有什么长处，唯一可以接受的是比别人好一丁点的成绩而已。。。说到这里，想必每个人都知道，‘到底什么事’了。。。对~本人续两年前在Inti，成绩拿到两个'C' 过后，再次拿到特别低的成绩。。‘阿塞们’竟然会出乎我的意料之外的低！！当然，对于这种没有办法解决的‘定局’，本人当然还是同样的以眼泪‘解决’。。。我现在大概可以感觉到一点彬彬的‘不管去哪里，想要订机票，马上离开这里’的感受。。还好我有阿门还有大家。。。所以不至于那么严重。可是，也因为这个阿塞门，打击了我高分毕业的信心。这科原本是用来‘救’其他两科的，结果现在他变成了绊脚石。。。该怎么办好？？

虽然我知道是小事，可是就在几天前，对我没什么要求（除了叫我不要一直睡觉）的老爸，突然在MSN里，说要我保持GPA6毕业，因为他说那代表second upper class degree。。。本来我想说，OK啊~~可是，现在变成了天杀的问题！！而且，老爸平常都没对我要求什么，他第一次的要求，我竟然在几天后就让他失望了。。。所以说，这件事很大条！！但是也不是没有解决办法啦~~刚才说了，这科是用来救其他两科的。。现在发生了这么大的问题，那两科只可以自己救自己了（本身就是个大问题）。。。也就是说，那两科都必须拿到6以上。。。为什么是6 ‘以上’而不是6 ‘而已’呢？？因为那科炸弹没有办法拿到6了，这两科必须反救它。。如果这科炸弹要拿6，Final必须拿到92分以上才有可能。。。所以说呢？不可能嘛！！！剩下的最后一科，还得看它阿塞门出来后，看看可不可以救一救。。。好难啊！！！

我说得那么乱，一定不是每个人都了解。。。总的来说，就是‘危险’两个字啦！！大家应该都发现我没‘报告’在facebook吧？除了一个朋友问‘什么事’，我才大概告诉他。。。因为本人老爹也玩Facebook。。。我还不想告诉他这件大条事。。。不然一定会被鸟到够够力啦！！而且，本人的Resume唯一骄傲的就是那个6字。。。现在不保了。。。以后怎样找工作？？谁会要我？？Interview又吱吱唔唔不会说话，工作又不会做，（有些人会讲不会做）我连讲都不会。。。要当少奶奶也没人要。。。救命啊！！！！

没办法的办法，现在只好多祈祷。。。可以hiam hiam拿到6毕业了。。。你们说，伤心不伤心？？

The story of, Ang Moh Jia Gao Tai

Sorry to every1 who waits for my posting...Im really really busy these days~finish assignments then here comes midterm test...after the test tis week, i hav to continue other assignments...final year, final semester, wont be such easy...right??jus to confort myself...

Now i really feel to post sumting here...jus to announce to every1 here:

WE KENA COMPLAIN AGAIN!!!!! wat the heck?!

Yes, tat is it...we kena a warning letter from the real estate agent for my new apartment (different agent from the previous apartment)...saying tat we party make noise and we throw cigarrette butts from the balcony....yes, we will make noise, IF WE DID PARTY!! and yes, maybe we will throw cigarrette butts, IF WE DID SMOKE!!

BUT BUT BUT~~ all of us are busy uni students u noe!! everybody here having final year and final semester u noe! except huey ling lar (but she having final year too)...WE HAV NO TIME TO REST, WATS MORE FOR PARTY?!! U tot we so love to stay in ur country meh?? pls don kaciao us so tat we can finish uni on time an LEAVE UR COUNTRY since u so racist!! bloody old man!!

AND AND AND~~We r smart little kids WHO DON EVEN SMOKE!!! How can we throw cigarrette butts down from the balcony WHEN WE DON EVEN SMOKE!!! yes, it is, WE DON EVEN SMOKE my dear old man....

PLS don simply assume things...even though economist like to assume, but they assume things WITH PROOF!!U noe wat is P.R.O.O.F, proof??

Im too busy to tell the whole story, if not my wish to be economist will smash up bcoz of these INPROFESSIONAL + old folks whom i called them ASSUMENIST!!!

tis is my 1st posting on tis 1st warning tat we get...as i have to revise for my international economics test...the story will be continue~~WHEN?

I DONT NOE!

I learnt tis "I DONT NOE" thing from my international economics lecturer~~wish me luck..really really good luck for my test on wednesday...seeya soon!!

Reward For Myself

Today we went to city again...an i bought sumting for myself as a reward for my unexpected good result...haha!! I actually got grade 7 for my intermediate macroeconomics, grade 6 for both intermediate microeconomics and e-marketing, and grade 5 for services marketing...i really overwhelming when i got the result...coz all i aiming is for four grade 5 only...

Tis is wat i bought for myself... Limited edition 'Daisy' perfume by Marc Jacobs...Cost me 90AUD...

The Packing included a bag like u see in the picture, of coz the perfume and an extra limited edition small bottle of the perfume and also Daisy hair pins...

The perfume box...

The limited edition...with stickers where u can customise ur own perfume bottle...CUTE~

Daisy...Without stickers....Cute bottle right?

The Hair Pins' packaging...

3 limited addition Daisy hair pins and a small bottle of it...

The cute stickers...Flowers, grass, butterflies, Dragonflies, Rat, Spiders, Lizards...etc

Love these flowers...

Like the lady bugs and Dragonflies...

Tis is wat the bottles bcum..after i stick all those cute stickers on by my "No Creativity"'s hands...

~Life~

Life is about going on and experience it with all u can...

Jus now suddenly feel like reading back my old blog in friendster...jus choose few to read..all my past was really like a dream...

As my close frens will noe, i was in a dark period in 2006...even until the start of 2007 when i jus went to inti...dark in term of mood, living in my own world...everything lost control...now, when i read back those post, jus feel like it was a dream...maybe bcoz im really happy and content of my life now, tats y those post does not bring back the same feeling again...should be glad about it~hehe!! btw, most of the post were edited and deleted by some1...so, i don really rmb wat happened and wat did i wrote in those post...i think i really forget most of it...dono whether it is a good thing to forget or not~~good to forget coz it was really sad story...bad to forget coz i actually don rmb wat i'd been through at tat stage of my life..

Thanks to Ment Ment...after i went to inti, my life light up once again bcoz of him...its really weird fate right??the feeling was special when i get back to him again...new and sweet...different from before..kaka!!Fate ah fate~~its really FATE...Y i will failed my math in foundation??bcoz of tat, i lost control of my life...my dream to study biomed fly away~thinking to retake foundation or change program or continue degree in business...i hate myself at tat time...coz i always think, only those who cant study will take business...but now, im glad tat i failed math...haha!!coz if i din fail it, i will be in Monash U and hav a totally different life there...Bcoz i failed it, it lead me to consider study for business, to inti, and to Ment...If i don fail it, i will never noe, acually i like economics...really really really~~~

Besides, those things tat happen in inti too~~like a dream...From signing up for 24 solar drum and adventure club, but not active at all...to accidently join into social board...my life in inti was really colourful and fun...Onite, street party and installation nite...sometimes go for movie in kl..im glad tat my life was so much meaningful compare to a lot of frens who r same age with me...

Now, i hav to enjoy my life in aussie and make it a colourful 1 too!!although sumtimes i will sad and angry with the problems i met...but i believe, after 1 or 2 years or even 10 years, when i read back my own blog, although i cant feel the same feeling as tat moment, it will still remind me tat my life is meaningful and colourful...

Never waste ur life...as life is short...

Combination Fried Blog

9am view for tis morning...so blur...cold~~haha!!

Hi every1~~finally im free and able to update my blog...kaka!!

Actually i'd finish my final exam last friday...but bcoz my house internet quota dried up, so i cant update my blog...wanna play facebook also no patient to wait for it to load...so slow~~Now, im going to combine all my stories and cook a combination fried blog....haha!!Will be messy...

Yesterday we went to habour town after mr choo finish his last paper..habour town is at gold coast there...took us 2 hours to reach there by bus and train...we went to pick mr choo up first at Grffith uni...1 word to describe his uni =>"Ulu"..haha!!but we din take any picture there...its weird to take picture at school when so many ppl walking here an there...I actually bought a singlet and a necklace from habour town...

Nice fountain at habour town...

Me and Ment...

Me and Jael...with our shopping bags~kaka!! ps: the lacoste is for her brother...not ours~

Monday nite we went to yam kopi..first time ever go out for drink at nearly 9pm in brisbane..haha!!we went to coffee club...but it close at 9.30pm~sien lor!so we jus chat a while...the cake quite nice...an i hav to say,the waitress there really nice...not only pretty but sweet and polite...good staff training!!Not like Hanai***, suckz~~the waiter like ah beng..Yesterday nite, first time we went there, to meet YL they all...not only the staff r rude, the lady boss also really really rude...an i can c on her face "surface acting"...not sincere at all~~i don understand how they able to get wat 'casual award' for their restaurant...make my mood bad lagi~teruk restaurant ni...i will never go there again...

tis is the cake we ate at coffee club...really big piece~ and nice..

Ment's herbal robus tea..dono wat with mint flavor...weird!

Jael's Mocha...

and mine...expresso machiato...

i forgot which day is tis...i think it was last tuesday morning...we saw 2 hot air ballon flying in the sky opposite our unit there...so nice..with the morning sunshine~~

Now, introduce to u the study methods...haha!!

First of all, u need a cup of coffee...and a bottle of cornflakes on ur table....


Korean dried rice also can....jus need sumting to bite~~kaka!!

If not u will like him...easily get bored an tired~~in addition, never ever buy an iphone in study week...look at him an u will noe y...hahaha!!

However, don too stress and serious also...like him~~not good for health...wakaka!!


Sumtimes, u can go to uni's coffee shopstudy, and hav a vannila shake...relax~~

But for me, coffee is the best~~

If u lazy to go out...u can also confortably sit on ur bed and study..jus make sure u don fall asleep~


Or like me...study until sien??play with ur handphone lor~~kaka!!

But all these methods does not guarantee for good result... ;-P but no harm trying~~


Now wat??haha!i actually bought sum Guess wallet coz got sales...jus take it as i buy a 21 birthday present for myself...besides, i also bought 1 for Vean coz i still owe her birthday present...got for myself, my best fren, of coz also hav to buy 1 for my mom!!

Tats mine...but actually i love my chanel wallet more... ;-P

Tis is for Vean...my da jie's style...hope she will like it~~

And tis 1 is for my mommy...its her style...really look nice, but then the flash light make it so weird~~

We also ate a very very nice ice cream in city...3 flavor for 3 of us...hehe!!mine is passion fruit, almond for Ment, and chocolate for Jael..

I forgot which day is tis again...tis man performing at Queen st there...at first he peform in front of my uni...but dono y change place...his perfomance did not attract ppl..maybe bcoz he did not play any music an ppl wont realise he is there...poor guy~

Tis picture taken by Jael...jus come out from uni...raining...an she suddenly say we hav to take picture...haha!!

And then, the nite of my birthday, we went for korean restaurant for dinner, and then chit chat in city...dono how, we start taking picture... u can find more of these picture in my facebook~~

dono y~~tis picture look like M2 and F2...wakaka!!

L.O.V.E...4 silly girl...haha!

Continue frying...my 21 year old birthday presents...

Tis is from Vean...she gav it to me before i come to aussie...an im a good girl, only open it on my birthday...nice an cute right??hahah!!

an she wrote tis in the birthday card...nearly make me cry...

and tis 1...a file from girl's house...with nice right??Yivon really good at drawing...i like it so much~~

tis is the birthday card tat my da jie sent to me...nice right??haha~~

The msg inside...funny lol~~

Tis is a mug from Xiao Qian...finally there is sum1 who noe tat i like blue...

Maybe i'd left out sumting to tell all of u..coz it really too long...but then i ald try my best to rmb...Last but not least~here is the picture of the worm tat i promise to post it up...don continue if u dowan to~~hehe!!

The maggot...aka little worm...i dono y it look glow-in-the-dark in tis picture..haha!!

more of them...they walk very fast de neh~~i swept 3 times much of these worms up...

haha!!enough for my frying...erm...tats all for now~~hehe!!seeya!!

Wish every1 good luck in getting the exam result....